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  Today was a good day!  Got yummy food!  I had alot of fun with Alex.  I was really happy today!  I can't wait til Thanksgiving.  My first niece was born today.  I'm really excited.  My mom pissed me off cause all she could think about was the negative.  Like how my nephew will be unhappy and it will be hard to take care of another child.  I got so mad i couldn't stand it.  Could she not think that a child had been born and rejoice in it.  Her birth is something so wonderful.  She was born free handicaps, she was born perfectly healthy, and her mother is doing great too.  Shyane will be tall and beautiful, with long blond hair and gorgeous blue eyes.  She was born on the first day of the sagittarius.  She is going to be free spirited, my biggest prayer is that she is happy and she is nothing like me.  Now that i think about it, i've never felt this emotional over a child being born.  They have always just been another thing to take up space.  For some reason i want Shyane to be extremely happy in life and i have never seen her.

  I finished reading the manga Saikano.  I cried at the end.  It was beautiful.  I love it.  It gives you a weird feeling inside.  Its sad and nostalgic.  I really liked it.  Its one of those books that you wished you never had to read the end of it.

bye bye,  love u alex cause you will probily be the only one who reads this.

I hate life and 98% of it inhabitants.  I don't want you to tell me how i'm being imature right now.  If that is what you want to tell me then you are part of that 98%.

So basicly...

Fuck Off!

Currently Listening Eve 6 By Eve 6 Promise see related

Ahhh!  I'm finally home.  Been gone for 2 weeks.  A while longer than i thought.  Spent a week in texas and then my dad cam to town and spent time with him.  So happy to be home.  I've had time to get away and i'm really thankful.  Sometimes you need a break because you just can't deal with the sistuations around you.  Responsibilty is a pain in the ass and its nice to get away.

I quit my job.  I hate Journeys.  So I told my boss to take my job and shove it.  I went back to walgreens and they hired me on the spot.  I make alot more and i think i'll be alot happier there.   I know i said i wouldn't go back but once you work at journeys anything seems good.

Well Don't really feel like typing anymore so...Later!

P.S.  For a secret reason Eve 6 songs make me cry inside.

Currently Listening Eyes Open By Snow Patrol Chasing Cars see related

Hiyah! 

I'm doing alot better now.  Wednesday was awesome.  Got roses from my boo so i was happy.  Then was a fat kid and ate alot of sushi.  Then we went and saw Lake house which i think is a really good movie.  Then got ice cream, total yum.

Yesterday went to Wild River Country with Am Am.  My sun burn is starting to turn into a tan so heray.  Got a hole lot more freckles while i was there so now i look like a freak. YaY!

I guess this is just cause i feel like it:  I believe in abortion.  It is a persons choice to do what they want.  I know alot of ppl don't agree with me i'm just saying my opinion cause everyone else feels like saying it.  I would appreciate if everyone would respect my opinion because i respect their's.  I think if a person gets an abortion then they really aren't parental material so they really shouldn't be having kids in the first place.  Yes i kno there is the whole foster parent thing but I would like for ppl to look at the thousands of childern that don't get adopted and are misrible.  I sometimes think this world is a horrible place that i would never want to bring a living being into so that they would have to face the same hardships that i and others have faced.  So if a person has an abortion they might just being doing that kid a favor.  Number 1 they really aren't going to make great parents if they thought about killing there kid right off the bat.  Number 2 they get to miss out on all the hardships of life and get to go to heaven and be happy alot sooner than the rest of us. 

And now i step down from my "soap box" and say to you all have a great day and have a great next week.  I'm going to Texas and i can't wait.  There i will get to talk to my friends who i haven't gotten to talk to in a year,  among them are gays,and bisexuals, and a chick that has had an abortion.  These kids i love whole heartedly, and support every life decision they make.  So i will talk to you all later now that you all think i am a liberal bastard.  Just so all you know it deep down in your hearts and soul I am a total and complete liberal bastard in the sence of both words.  So please respect my opinions because i respect yours even though i don't agree.

love ya!

Currently Listening Ahead of the Lions By The Living Things Bombs below see related

I Physically feel like Crap.

I Mentally feel like Crap.

I look like Crap.

All i want to do is sleep.

Everyone is mad at me because i can't seem to do anything right.  So just list your promblems with me below.  All I can do is say I'm sorry.  Well i got to go wash my car, because my mom thinks i take such horrible car of it and don't even deserve the privlage of having one or living in the house she provides for me.

Later